Published Works
Illustrations by Lonnie MF Allen
Recent Press
Lucy in Pollyville: Creative Exploration with Synesthesia & LSD — Menstrual Moods & Mushrooms
Meet Amanda E.K. — Canvas Rebel
Amanda E.K. at Mercury Cafe’s Erotic Poetry Festival
Meet Amanda E.K. | Writer, Filmmaker, Creative Coach & Reiki Practitioner — Shoutout Colorado
Life & Work with Amanda E.K. of Cap Hill — VoyageDenver
Non-Fiction
I Once Was Lost But Now I’m Waldo — Personal Essay, DenVerse Magazine
Reiki Healing and Creative Coaching for Positive Growth — OFM
Overcoming Sexual Shame and Fear — Playlove
Unrealized Bisexuality: A Memoir Excerpt — OFM
Your Sins Will Find You Out (Memoir Excerpt) — Monologging
Jealousy: How To Deal With Opening Up Your Relationship — Playlove
Decluttering the Confusion Around Bi- and Pansexual Identities — Playlove
My Love Letter to Suspect Press — Suspect Press, Issue 26
Diaries of a Lost Pregnancy — South Broadway Ghost Society
Temple of Christ — South Broadway Ghost Society
Awakening Our Sexual Exploration, an interview — Suspect Press, Issue 25
Vignettes on Menses — Suspect Press, Issue 25
History of Bisexuality — OUT FRONT Colorado
My Coming Out Story — OUT FRONT Colorado
Teenage Letters to My Future Husband — Suspect Press, Issue 18 / Recording of Teenage Letters, edited by Josh Mattison
Consent Means What, Now? — Suspect Press, Issue 17
Fiction
Shadow Puppet — Lamplit Underground, Volume 10
Devotion (on an affair) — Adelaide Literary Magazine, Issue 5.43
Dandelion Lore (on childhood loss) — Green Briar Review, Issue 7.1
These Are My Butterflies — Suspect Press, Issue 21
Venetian Ink — Jersey Devil Press, Issue 97
In Possession of a Moral Dilemma — Suspect Press, Issue 16
Sophelia, Immortalized — Suspect Press, Issue 15
Creamsicle Lipstick — Suspect Press, Issue 14
The Man Who Loved a Lamp — Suspect Press, Issue 13
Boilers — Suspect Press, Issue 12
Animated Ethereal Worker Bees in Wolf Gray Jumpsuits — Birdy Magazine, Issue 34
Don't Follow the Chica — Birdy Magazine, Issue 20
Erotica
Special Agent Denise Bryson Visits Twin Peaks (Erotic Fan Fic) — OFM online exclusive
An Erotic Education (from The Risk it Takes to Bloom) — OFM
Jules & Tyrell and Their New Friend, Squirty Spice (from The Risk it Takes to Bloom) — OFM Pride edition
The Risk It Takes To Bloom (from The Risk it Takes to Bloom collection) — OFM
Letters From the Editor — Suspect Press
Poetry
Dealing in Blood — Punch Drunk Poetry Anthology 2018
Diluted Dharma Bum — Birdy Magazine, Issue 28
Podcasts —
The OFM Podcast
Episode 25 — I discuss my queer erotic fiction collection — The Risk it Takes to Bloom — being raised in evangelical purity culture, gender identity, marriage and polyamory.
Humanitou
Episode 105 — I discuss religious trauma, purity culture, rapture anxiety, my memoir, and coming out.
The PMDD Podcast
Episode 6 — I tell my story about living with Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder, my “personality naming” system to manage symptoms, and how I perceived my undiagnosed illness as a spiritual failing when I was an evangelical.
Low Orbit
Boilers — Episode 8, originally in Suspect Press
Animated Ethereal Worker Bees — Episode 13, originally in Birdy
Consent Means What, Now? — Episode 17, originally in Suspect Press
Teenage Letters To My Future Husband — Episode 32, originally in Suspect Press
Where You Lead, I Will Follow — Episode 50, a chapter excerpt from my memoir
